It's 2010. Wow.
While everyone else welcomes the new year happily and excitedly,
watching the fireworks which sparks hope in their hearts for a better year,
I stood at my window, watching the fireworks, feeling stressed.
The fireworks seem to be sparking more fear and stress into me as
the major exams starts to loom nearer.

Time really flies.
Three moments ago, I just completed PSLE and entered the sch happily.
Two moments ago, I was sitting for the streaming exams to put us in sec 3 classes.
One moment ago, I was freaking out for exams and o level chi and stuff.
And FLASH!
Here it comes. The moment.
In another split sec, I'll find myself in the hall, taking the major exam.
It really freaks me out. Time realy passes so fast.

Three moments ago, I was having an audition to get into the CCA i look forward to join.
Two moments ago, I polished my skills through many songs and had many performances.
One moment ago, I took part in SYF with my CCA-mates, and cried with them over the results.
And FLASH!
A split sec ago, I started leading the ensemble.
Cautious in every step, oping not to make any mistake.
In another split sec, I'll be auditioning the younger juniors, and recruiting them into the ensemble. Hoping that they will do well in the ensemble.
In another moments time, it'll be time for me to retire and pass the baton to the next batch. Even if I could not bear to leave, I have to hand over the responsibilities and hope that they will bring the ensemble to greater heights.

Time really flies.
Life is like a roller coaster ride.
There are ups and downs,
accelerations and deccelearations.
It starts slow at the beginning.
When we were young, time seems to pass so slowly.
After kindergarten lessons, we'll just watch sesame street or smth and play around while the clock ticks away. Or we'll even go to sleep just to "make" time pass faster! LOL.
In pri sch, as exams starts to appear in our life and CCAs start to take our afternoons,
time seems to pass slightly faster. Then here comes PSLE, instensive revision everyday seem to be draining us out and time passes even faster.
In sec sch, time slows down a little in sec 1 as we had "honeymoon" period,
trying to adapt into the new sch. As we go on to sec 2 and even upper sec,
time starts to fly, seeming to accelerate everyday.
Everyday passes so quickly. Esp sch days. Typical sch day.
Wake up early in the morning. Go to sch. Have lessons.
Lunch. CCA. Tuition. Go home. Do homework. Revise a little. Sleep.
and the cycle repeats. See how fast time goes by.
But pls do not accelerate too much.
I can't take roller coaster rides. I'll just puke.

It seems that time is really moving so fast.
So fast that i almost can't catch up.
Everyday is hectic. Even during sch holidays. (It ends today... Sobs...)
Handling sch work. Tuition stuff. Leadership roles.
Everything's moving really fast.
And it seems like it'll never end.
I'm really out of breath. Can i just stop for a while to catch my breath?
Pls wait for me. Let me catch my breath so i can go even further.

The battle is about to begin.
But i don't think i'm ready to go for it.
I didn't even had a chance to catch my breath or recharge during the hols.
Sighs... Ok.
I'll just work really hard for this moments i have on hand.
Hopefully, I won't freak out as much on the day of the exams itself...
I can do it! I hope...