i don't know what's happening to me
why is it that others can do it while i can't.
why others can score super high marks in tests
while i could not.
did i not work hard enough?

why others can pass while i can't
am i that hopeless
or am i that stupid.
why can't i do it

i've always been doing fine
for past few years,
why did i start to screw up so much this year?
What on earth happend to me?
Did i become dumber?

Feeling
- stupid
- dumb
- useless/ hopeless