I may seem to have recovered from the trauma.
But i have not.
My results, failing the grade 7 theory paper.
This scene kept repeating in my mind.
I can't forget about it.
It's my first time failing a theory paper.
I may seem oblivious and forgot about the incident,
But it's always in my mind.

I have to pass my grade 8 theory.
I must.
I have to.
Problem is,
I don't have much confidence.
Not after failing my grade 7.
I'm really scared that i'll fail my grade 8.
I cannot afford to fail.
My teachers, parents and friends have high hopes on me.
I can't afford to fail.
I really can't.

Oh no.
What should I do?
I've really tried my best.
I practiced a lot.
But I still don't have much confidence that I'll pass.
How?

I really must pass.
It's another 27 more days.
1 November.
I have to go to the battlefield.
Will I survive through this fight?
Will I succeed?
Or will I just be trampled on?
Be defeated?
I dunno.
Keeping my fingers cross...