I'm still sad. Damn sad... My maths... I'm supposed to excel in maths. AMP student, barely pass maths. What kind of AMP student am I? Am I losing the AMP DNA? Or is the AMP DNA in me denaturing??? I cannot afford to barely pass maths, I have to excel in it! I have to take A maths next year! I'm must really work hard for my maths EOY. To pull up everything. To make up for my lost.

After studying so much for the past few weeks, i'm feeling very tired now. Want to sleep...
But i have to start practicing the violin, prepare for EOY, then prepare for theory exam. And soon, practice for Handbell SYF will start. Sighs... What a busy life... Oh. And after handbell SYF, i'll have to start to prepare for O levels Chinese. Oh my god. When will my busy life slow down? It's like a roller coaster ride. Will I be able to cope and catch up?

I'm really tired. Both mentally and physically. When will I be able to sit down and take a rest???

Got back some results. Happy with some, and super sad with some. In short, mostly good results, but not good enough, can be better.

Proud of my HCL. Got top in class for the paper and 2nd in class for overall marks. But did not manage to get an A2. Sad. But at least i improved from last term. I'll work harder to get an A2 for HCL next term. Ruby's done well too. Her marks is less than a mark away from mine. I must say that she had done well too! Haha... Jia you, Ruby!

Geog. I finally got an A for geog! Yays! For once! I think i got an A after calculating the marks myself. Should be correct. I'm an AMP student, cannot count wrongly, must have the AMP DNA. Haha...

Bio. I scored an A1 too! :) I scored all As for my sciences. Can take triple science next year if i get another A for science for EOY. Yay! :)

D&T. I finally scored an A for D&T! I actually scored an A! I couldn't believe it when i first saw my grade! I scored a B4 for D&T last year and i actually improved by 3 grades this year in this subject! :)

English. Didn't really do well. But improved from last term. Still a B3. So, ok lahs...
Lit. Ok. Maitained my B. I'm not the can write a lot for lit. kind of people. So ya.

History. Didn't really do well for the paper part. Just passed. Luckily, other class tests pulled my grades up. In the end, I managed to get a B3. Heng. But i think my mum will come and nag at my B grade. Sighs...

Lastly, maths. Sobs... Didn't do well. Just passed the common test part too. My class test pulled me up a little. Managed to get a barely pass B3 mark. My 2nd B for maths this year! I'm so sad. I must work harder for Maths for the EOYs. Hopefully, it'll pull my overall maths marks. Pray hard...

After much hard work, I managed to get good results. But some subjects like maths... Sighs... DOn't want to talk about it. Sad. I want to cry...

Oh. And violin exam's 3 weeks away. I better start practicing. Hope that I can get a Merit. Jia you to me! Just came back from a concert. Was hoping that the concert can cheer me up. But it was not of much help. Never mind. I won't commit suicide. Not yet. Maybe after my violin exam. Haha... Ok. I better go start studying for EOYs. Bye...

Ok.I'm back. It's IT lesson now. Wanted to study bio. But ruby started blogging about me studying bio and being kiasu. Whatever. haha... 4 tests down... 1 more to go! Yay! Bio! Jia you ppl!

I don't think i did well for my tests so far. Especially history when i finished the paper but the content not well elaborated.

I'm sad. Lonely. Depressed. Stressed up. Oh, and sick. My stead's taking my neighbour away and my neighbour's taking my stead away from me. I feel so hurt and lonely. My brother bully me. Studying so much for the past few days are making me go berserk. Want to break down. I so want to go sleep, play and wateva. I'm sick and don't seem to get any better. Want to get well soon. But i think i'm not going to recover any sooner.

Have dental appointment next mnday. Have to stop eating crackers and sweets these few days. Sad. I don't want to go. The dentist is going to add another metal thing to my teeth.

My brother's piano exam is on 8 September and my violin exam is on 9 September. So coincidental! Haha...

Hi,
Just wanna share something. I find it quite interesting... Article taken from this guy called Brain Tracy...

It is not the amount of time that you spend at your work or on your relationships that matters. Rather, it is the amount of yourself that you put into the time. If you have gone to bed late, gotten up early, and gone to work tired, you may be physically present for eight hours, but the quality and quantity of work that you can accomplish during that period of time is compromised. You'll achieve only a small percentage of your potential productivity compared with what you can accomplish when you are fully rested and filled with enthusiasm.

In every area of your life, it is the quality of the time that you put into your activities that determines the rewards and satisfaction that you receive from them; this depends upon your energy level.Building and sustaining your energy level is imperative. Since your energy is central to everything you accomplish, you should be very sensitive to things that either build or deplete it.

Keep your energy level high by always looking for the good in every person, in every situation. Seek the valuable lesson in every setback or adversity. Look for the equal or greater benefit that comes out of every disappointment. Be a perennial optimist. Be cheerful and positive. Be helpful and supportive. Be a source of encouragement and inspiration. Be the kind of person everybody looks forward to seeing and talking to.Every success is the result of hundreds, and perhaps thousands, of tiny efforts that nobody may ever see or appreciate. These tiny efforts, sacrifices, and disciplines accumulate to make you an extraordinary person.Everything that you do counts in some way. Nothing is neutral. Everything either helps you or hurts you. Everything either adds up or takes away. Everything either propels you toward your goal or moves you away from it. Everything counts.